Everything has gone wrong within the past month. Everything from having a complete emotional breakdown to losing my job. Things are starting to look up, kind of. The part about the job, not so much, but the breakdown, definitely. I am on medication now and am doing better now that I'm on it.
I'm exhausted at the moment. My entire face hurts for no reason whatsoever. It's, like, 1PM and I'm having problems keeping my eyes open. I think that when I'm in pain my body just gives up and wants me to go back to sleep. I'm really hazy today. To be perfectly honest, I think I'm getting sick. I basically feel like I just got punched in the face by influenza. And, yet, I have to do dishes. I promised I would, so I have to work on that. Dishes, though, are about 10 steps away and I'm not so sure that I can make it. (Yes, I'm being melodramatic, but I really do feel bad.)
Up side: I'm drawing again. I took a major break when my emotions were rampant because nothing seemed like it was fun anymore, so neither did drawing. I've been playing Pokemon White a lot lately (as in, it triggered a migraine at one point) so I doodled a Skyla that I will likely put up on my sketch blog once I'm satisfied with it. I also have a lot of other random sketches that I need to put up, but for some reason I started several pictures and just never finished them, so you might see some incomplete things. I'm not that concerned due to them being sketches.
I have realized that I live my life to the beat of music sometimes. As in, I'll wait to turn on my blinker in my car until the motion and the click will correspond to the song I'm listening to. Right now I'm trying to type to the beat of Secrets by OneRepublic. It's not exactly a conscious thing I do, it just kind of happens. I love my music, and I think that it's good for me.
In closing, here's a few videos that made me laugh recently:
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