Pain

Everything has gone wrong within the past month. Everything from having a complete emotional breakdown to losing my job. Things are starting to look up, kind of. The part about the job, not so much, but the breakdown, definitely. I am on medication now and am doing better now that I'm on it.

I'm exhausted at the moment. My entire face hurts for no reason whatsoever. It's, like, 1PM and I'm having problems keeping my eyes open. I think that when I'm in pain my body just gives up and wants me to go back to sleep. I'm really hazy today. To be perfectly honest, I think I'm getting sick. I basically feel like I just got punched in the face by influenza. And, yet, I have to do dishes. I promised I would, so I have to work on that. Dishes, though, are about 10 steps away and I'm not so sure that I can make it. (Yes, I'm being melodramatic, but I really do feel bad.)

Up side: I'm drawing again. I took a major break when my emotions were rampant because nothing seemed like it was fun anymore, so neither did drawing. I've been playing Pokemon White a lot lately (as in, it triggered a migraine at one point) so I doodled a Skyla that I will likely put up on my sketch blog once I'm satisfied with it. I also have a lot of other random sketches that I need to put up, but for some reason I started several pictures and just never finished them, so you might see some incomplete things. I'm not that concerned due to them being sketches.

I have realized that I live my life to the beat of music sometimes. As in, I'll wait to turn on my blinker in my car until the motion and the click will correspond to the song I'm listening to. Right now I'm trying to type to the beat of Secrets by OneRepublic. It's not exactly a conscious thing I do, it just kind of happens. I love my music, and I think that it's good for me.

In closing, here's a few videos that made me laugh recently:

• BriTANicK A Monologue For Three
• Man Falls On Ice While Playing A Banjo
• Funny Camel

Why Am I Using Skribit?

Okay, I have a major case of writer's block, so I'm using a service called Skribit to give me suggestions on what to blog about. Strangely enough, the first suggestion it threw out to me was "why are you using skribit" and I think that my only response can be "because i have writer's block and this website is supposed to help with that... i guess."

So, I hope this helps me actually come up with ideas as to what to post on my blog.

Well, I'm pretty well exhausted and listening to some tunes, so I'll talk to yous guys later!

Is This Thing Still Alive?

Jeez, I keep forgetting about this blog. Now that I'm drawing on my other blogs on Blogger I should be able to keep up with this one more. Everything has changed in the past year, but I will sum it up as concisely as possible.

• Joined the Air Force
• Left the Air Force
• Moved in with a really good friend

So, instead of regaling about the past, I shall tell you what's going on right now.

I got my tongue pierced and it's still swollen as hell. I'm basically just going to have to deal with it until it heals. Been playing WoW a lot lately too. Other than that I've just been working a lot around the house and drawing.

Just wanting to say that I am still alive, and, no matter how sparsely, I do plan to update this thing.

Life's been pretty good recently and I'm glad for that.

Anyway, I've been really tired lately, so I'm going to crash out.

Goodnight!

Stress

I'm stressed. Like, nearly to the point of tears. I'm tired of it. This has been building up from the past few months and I'm about to scream. I just want to lay down with someone I love and sleep until the stress is gone.

Posting From Work

Yeah, this is, like, the #1 thing I'm not supposed to be doing right now. Oh well.

Another thing I'm doing right now is taking a lot of my movies and putting them on my computer so that I can put them on my iPod without having to rebuy them from iTunes. I finally found a program that will rip them and put them into the correct format for free. It's called Next DVD Ripper and it can be found at that link. It's really nice because it reduces each movie to less than a gig.

Some guy just came into the store and asked if I needed him to bring me a care package because the door says "no food or drink" and he was worried that I might be hungry.

I really need to work on the call list, but I only have 40 names (as opposed to the 100+ that are normally there) to call so I'm not to concerned about it. I may browse Facebook for a while or something while I'm calling these people.

Oooohhhhh, craaapppp... Zynga (creators of Farmville and CafeWorld on Facebook) have come out with a new game: FishVille. I'm scared of fish, but I really want to try this stupid game... I think I might just do that.

Hearts!

Today's post is brought to you by the entire alphabet and the number i

As is per the norm with me I'm starving so this entry is going to have to be short.

I'm still pretty sickly, but I've been trying to dose myself with enough Benadryl to keep my symptoms down.

After this I'm going to head home and eat lunch then finish cleaning up.

I've been attempting to clean up my computer some lately. I think I'm going to copy my entire "My Documents" folder onto my external hard drive and then delete it. Apparently I have 8gigs worth of "Documents" that I never use. Why keep them on my HD?

Personal Blag

Yes I realize that I have my Tumblr for posting fun things I find and just occasionally parts of my days, but I also would like a personal blag for my everyday blagging needs.

Room's a mess. I feel like crap. I've been on a downward spiral of getting ill for the past several days. Didn't sleep well last night. Woke up at around 3:30am to a cat trying to eat plastic. Loud plastic. I got up and took it away from her and wandered to the kitchen to throw it away. Noticed the time and tried to crawl back into bed. I got really hot, but when I took the blankets off I got really cold. It was ridiculous. I think I may have been fevering at that point so it didn't matter where I was or what the temperature was I was going to feel like crap.

Other than the whole sicky thing last night was really nice. Got some meditating done and chilled out with my friend and watched Heroes. I really enjoy chilling with him. He helps my days, no matter how crappy, begin and end on really nice notes. He has kept me sane for the past almost 6 months and I am super grateful to him for that.

I think I'm going to go get some din din and take a shwower. I'll update when I remember!